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15th Nov 2011..

bismillahi ar rahman ar rahim...

i had a decent conversation with a new friend today..well,it makes happy...lately,life is pretty rough..tapi biasa la manusia hanya fokus pada kesukaran yang dihadapi dan melupakan nikmat-nikmat yang perlu disyukuri..jadi,kalau kita sedar yang kita kurang bersyukur,maka kita kena ubah perspektif kita..lately usrah saya tidak berapa hidup..at first,i was busy looking out for what is wrong on others..gosh,it seems to pull me down a lot..berhadapan dengan usrah yang hampir tidak hidup sangatla menyiksakan..tapi tidak tahu mengapa ia tidak hidup adalah lebih menderita..kita memanggil diri kita golongan daie..tapi tidak sedar apakah makanan ruji seorang daie itu??

emm daie pun manusia biasa yang ada angkuh dan sombong nya...daie pun buat silap..saya sangat berharap kita dapat membersihkan niat kita dan membetulkan hati kita di saat semua di dalam keadaan yang tertekan..ada sesuatu ttg perkataan..manusia tends to express themselves whether in a way of talking or body gestures..yes,smtimes we are emotional..yes,we are upset..daie plu sensitif dgn keadaan sekeliling..tapi bukan emotional tnpa hikmah..most people express their feelings through words..lots of words..but what is the point of the talking?of the discussion?to solve the problems or to just let everyone knows that u are mad?are u sure u are in the right side?are u sure that you knew every single things that happened? From A to Z???? I am smiling right now...thinking about all the things happened...its funny when you are looking at some people so high but then they act very childish..then you are awake with a call that,this is your moment..hang on a little bit..dont do anything..not yet...keep the silent...LOL....i watched a movie..it tought me that..let the attacks come...the one who attack will get tired..just hang on a little bit,not yet....when they are tired,now its time to attack back! No,no,no..you will not attack them with the same attack that they did...you attack them with the right things you should do..it is obviously talking without knowledge is WRONG..judging without knowledge is PATHETIC...and punished without knowledge is CRUEL...so,learn from it and stay away from it...dont do that,it destroyed the ukhwah that holds the saff...it makes u low..degrade u lower...they will learn their lesson..but its not you to teach them...you will talk when they ask you,when they are the one who seeking for the truth,cause they are the one who heard so much and talked a lot..untill then,you must not do anything back..its probably nothing..they are a part of you..if you are hurt by their action,never did the same to them..NEVER....its not your call to teach them...

saya janji nak masukkan satu perenggan tentang sahabat dengan seseorang...well,saya ada dua orang sahabat..one is 1,another is gold..hahahaa..bukan nama sebenar kerana nak elak cemburu...alhamdulillah,ramai yang berlapang dada tapi ada satu dua yang masih mencuba mencapai ukhwah yang terendah ni..dan ujian ke atas mereka adalah ujian untuk kita juga..walaupun hanya satu dua tapi kesannya fuuuhhhhh dasyat gak..tapi syukur sangat sebab lebih ramai malah majority yang sangat berlapang dada...both of them are among the best thing in my life...they tought me a lot...ia seperti,kita adalah orang yang dia percaya..dia bebas menegur kita dan dia mudah meminta maaf..kita menerima teguran mereka dan kita mudah memaafkan..apabila mereka marah,kita akan bersabar 1000 kali...apabila kita berbuat silap,mereka tetap disisi 1000 kali..”jangan takut nak wat silap,i’m here with u..dont be afraid to face a challenge,i’m here walking beside u...jangan bimbang nak menangis,this shoulder will always be there...dont be afraid of the dark,cause my hand will always be holding you..jangan takut nak syahid,kita mati bersama-sama..”seolah-olah kita mendengar ungkapan,”saya kan ada” setiap masa..dan dia sentiasa mengatakan,walaupun jasad kita jauh,Allah tetap menyatukan hati-hati kita...no matter what...pertalian ni tidak akan putus selagi wujudnya Allah kerana pertalian ni adalah buti-butir tasbih yang memujiNya..ada masa mereka juga penat..tapi mereka akan berkata,let us fill the remain of our time with happiness,shall we?? Then i’ll smile...i dont have much time..i know..i counting my days..each day passed is a step closer to the end...well,everyone does...LOL....kelembutan mereka mengajak saya untuk berlembut..kesabaran mereka mengajak saya untuk bersabar...itu la sahabat saya...mereka membantu saya menjadi muharik...kadang-kadang keadaan tidak seideal yang kita telah baca dalam buku-buku..bukan setiap usrah berjaya memberi kekuatan..standard kadang-kadang ia gagal..the imperfections make it perfect..tapi sahabat membuat nafas kita lega..

ada rama-rama putih terbang masuk..eh kupu-kupu la..butterflies dont fly during the night..dia sangat ringan sampai dia tak boleh terbang dek kipas yang kuat..tapi die tetap tebang cari tingkap..

see,u can learn from it..its not just what you do defines who you are,its also about what you see reflects the real you..harapnya kita dapat ibrah dari apa yang kita lihat dan hayati....

wasalam..